# 25 haiz

i am messaging him currently.
hedidnt belive that edmund say i like hiim is true.
but sad,cuz he still like Jasmine,haiz.
but relack ar Jasmine,he said u are th person ignoring him but ai ya,i dun noe wat to do.
i am so confuse in my mind.
haiz.
i just dunno why but i just feel this way.
sad lo.
i dun care whether he accepts me but i noe that i like him and tat is it.
hai ya even if he doesnt like me but was force to bwith me also no use.
cos even if i have th person,dun have his heart then there is no point being tgt.
i am just hai ya,
my mind is now completly blank.
i dun wish th same thing to happen again.
i dun wish to lose my best friends again.
i will just like him th way i do.
i am completely lost for words.nth mmuch to say bout him now.
hai ya i just wish tat he like me,but being tgt is also another fusrating thing as it makes things more complicated.
i dun wish to make things more complicated but i cant do anything as i cant do .
i cant do anything to it.
i cant force him to like me.

sian
i just wish to b the normal person.
he said even if i like him,he will b the same.
i hope he will not avoid me lo.
hai ya.i really hope so.
i dun wish that he will b like dg.
th way dg acted when i was with him.
he was so pai sei.
oh god!
just do something could you????????
please god!
thanks.
you will always b in my heart no matter wat!
While that's the past now.