HELLOOOOO^^

I really wanna thank God for good results(: Yay ! haha . Hmm , no more trainings till Nov holidays. Sure eat a lot one , ahhh . Need go running every week . I hope I won't be lazy (; Shucks. Okay, idk what to post lol ! Jiayou for your exam if you see this ~ lalala . i know nobody sees this. okay nvm bye . haha

Time to buck up , Joannaaa .

Hello , it's yet another day . I've not started studyingg . I guess , I won't either . I'm kind of lazy these few days . All I think about is SLEEP . I know , I'm a piggggg :P But .. I cannot take it ley !! when I flip open my textbooks , I'll fall asleep .. Omgosh ? Haizz .It's okay , shall try again later . School reopens tomorrow , kind of dread it .. There's History format test tomorrow. I should start studying now , really .. Okay, Give me a few more minutes , ;p haha .

Hmm , went to watch Rise of the planet of the Apes on Monday with Dad & Joey . It was nice , exciting , just .. Great ~ HAHA.

Well .. National day celebration in the morning . Not bad , but it was kind of boring . But I kind of like the ELDDS part . (: Hmm , the performances put up were okayyyyyy . But I think they put in a lot of effort alr . After all the performances , was the prize presentation time.. scary got or not.. Miss Suhada said if I laugh on stage while giving the speech, everyone will have to run suicide & I was like .. WHATTHE?! .. Then YanXuan said , if I really laugh then they will just run lo . I can't help it anyway . haha . So i laughed my heart out before going up on stage. I really laughed till my face went reallyyyy red. Haha ! So we went up , received our medals , bowed and off to the backstage for Lynnette & me. HAHA . When it was our turn , I swear I kind of shivered . On stage , I looked at Sara and Carmen and they give me a smile . They kind of look like they will burst out laughing soon ya. But I quickly turn away. If not , everyone is gonna run suicide. When it was my turn to speak , I tried to stay calmmm . I a bit cmi . So I just looked at my paper and give a little eye contact at times . But not to the people on the ground , but to the fan that's on top ;p So that I wouldn't laugh ! Gosh . I feel really stupid talking about it now , HAHA ! Okay .. Shall end it here ? Haha . Lazy to type moree. :P

Oh yeah.. Sz & Anni's leaving.. I wonder how will it be like without them.. Maybe I should just put in my best effort for this last few months that their gonna be here .. Before they leave after our west zone tournament.. I hope I'd be able to do it. Not disappoint them .. or should I say , myself.. zz . Jiayou baa .(:

It's been so long yeah .

HELLOOO ,

IT'S BEEN SO LONG . No one see this anyw , nvm la hor . aha . Many things happened and ya , of course I can't type them all out . But it's okay ~ Just kind of bored so I'm back to blogging CURRENTLY ya . haha ;p Blah blah . I don't know what to write actually .. Twelve is reaching !^^ YAY , Oh yeah . can bring dslr there ! yayy . LOL . I'm lamee . okay , there's this fly on my screen now , eew . gone , dk fly where . OMGOSH . HAHAHA. Tomorrow .. national day celebration , prize presentation tomorrow , ahhh . I'm scared ley . I hope I don't laugh-out-loud on the stage . If not , it'll be embarassing tothemax .. hahha ! Okayyyy . I felt so touched , cause Wenching said she's proud to have me as her vcapt ! Can you imagine that ? no one ever said that to me , and i've always felt so useless and it's like i-dont-deserve the vcapt position . yaaaa , as Kaiwe said .. it's just a position .. but it holds a lot of responsibility too .. like the next training after we were told I'm the vice capt .. I did something so wrong . Or maybe , Iwas just acting as per normal .. But , I got scolded . I was dumbfounded .. It's okay . Sometimes I really wondered , how come I was just a small little resource manager back then.. when I always thought I will be the captain . Now tha I'm in secondary school , I don't wanna be and I'm it . Why is life so complicated , confusing .. nvm . Ya , it's life , we have to live it yeah (:

I was once so eager for training to come , now I'm like 'huhhhhhhh'.. but , time to change your mindsett Joannaaaa . Come'n , livewith it !! I should work harder to get into the main 12 . I should have the mindset of ' NEVER GIVE UP ' .. ;D All the best to me then ! ^^ I guess I need more encouragement , I'm hinting you yeah ;p

GOODBYE:D